Ever had one of those days... where everything was supposed to be perfect but turned out wrong. where the worst happened? where the people you thought loved you to death totally messed with u? where u were just plain flat out sick of everything? of life? yea well it's been one of thoses days......


well i may be moving schools next year. yep. my school is to easy for me so were looking into moving me to a different private school in my town. well i decided to work extra hard. which i did. but well...today i...i got...my... first ever... DETENTION! well in chorus some people were talking...and i happened to be one of the few that barley said anything. so yea! me and rachel, katie, claire, k9, ansley, and jennifer have detention tomorrow. yay. i almost threw up. tyea, thats how afraid i was...! i told my mom and started crying. since it was so out of my character...she let me off the hook...saying it better not happen again. whooo scary! (not) .
well....more rumors as far as me and trey go. fun fun fun. some more of the
"trye dumped tara"
"trey's dumping tara after lunch"
"trey doesnt even like her anymore"
"trey never liked her"
"trey likes shannon now."

but zach said the worst thing. today...we were texting in class (yea were not sposed to but im not sposed to get detention either and look what happened!). so he told me that trey didnt like me. and i was like "am i fat?? ill just loose ten lbs" and then he said "its not the weight. its the face" that made me heartbroken. i just sat there glaring at trey. thinkin of all teh evil and torturous things i could do to him. * knew where he lived. itd be so easy for me to die his hair pink while he was asleep. mwahhhhahahahah! WAIT! snap out of it!* okay sry bout that. um anyways. so then i did what any smart young middle school girl would do! i wrote a note to him!
it read :

why do u think im ugly?

well, i gave it to sarah...and then she handed it to trey. he read it and wrote something back. he threw it at me!!!! *ghhh the little punk!* well...it said i didnt say that! dont believe zach! and so i wrote him back
well y is everybody saying all this crap about u and me?
he didnt write me back...but zach did tell me he was just kidding. which helped. shannon has been flirting with trey a lot tho recently. and a lot of ppl are starting drama that he supposedly likes her. tho i kno he doesnt...it makes me a little sad! ): o well.

so i mean in the end it turned out good..
my mom wasnt mad;
trey didnt wanna break up and he still thinks im hot;

o and once again have good news. well yesterday....when i threw up..it was an accident. but ive been trying to make myself barf for like 2 weeks. today i finally did it! i went in there and shoved until i threw up. yay! dont say its weird. cuz in the end...im not gonna be the fatty!
and thats what counts!


"life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy. They just promised it would be worth it."



i have to go for now...but dont worry ill be back!


Tara<333333

WHY ME!?!? WHY!?!?! really! what did I do??? I mean...I go to chruch every Sunday! I study hard and get good grades! I treat people kindly...even the people I don't think to highly of them! And I never forget to brush my teeth! I take a shower every night! And I walk my dog! I always eat my vegetables! I mean really...what have I done to deserve this!?!?!?!






Well.....Im going out with Trey. Haha....treyy....♥! Okay anyways! So there is this boy...named Dylan. He's in the popular crowd...but nobody likes him! Well...let's get to the point.....HES IN LOVE WITH ME! ughhhh the little twirp of love! I mean he might as well be a charib that accidently shot one of his love arrows into his butt and layed eyes on me first! ooo im so lucky(tyeaaaa rite!)!!! Well....he was mad at Trey for going out with me. Well i mean he is in love with me and I can totally see why he'd be jealous I mean u should see me! JKKKKKKK! anyways...so he was mad at Trey and he told him to break up with me so he'd have a chance with me.....ahah sure! NOT GONNA HAPPEN! soo Trey told a few people he might break up with me. everyone was coming up to me at lunch like "has trey dumped u yet?" "im so sry he dumped u!" "omg u should dump trey before he dumps u" blah blah blah! And I was like "WHAT THE F___ ARE U TALKING ABOUT!?!?!?!?!" so anyways...it became this big drama. So i got a peice of notebook paper and did what any smart middle school girl in this crisis would do. I wrote Trey a note! It read.....

Why do u wanna dump me?!?!?!?
-Tara

I simply folded it into a square and wrote Trey! on the front! Hah! I slid it into his locker before he came into homeroom to get his books! In Bible class I saw him open it. He didn't look at me for the rest of Bible and Science. I texting Zach about it and he said that Trey apparently really likes science! After school since I had heard that was when he was going to dump me....I got so nervous I went in the woods and threw up. In the end it turned out to be rumors. And we talked more about going to teh movies on Friday night cuz he had asked me to go with him yesterday! HAHA! anyways....after i threw up i went in the bathroom and cried. And when I was done was when we talked bout the movies. It all turned out okay.....I geuss. But he doesn't know I barfed!Only caroline, ansley, shannon, and claire know. ughhhh well
I have another HUGE but not THIS huge story for later! Im gonna take a break from typing though! (:


Tara<333333

well me and Trey texted some last night......*ahhhhh*!!! anyways...im going to school in about 15 minutes. wish me luck with Trey. Im so excited! *AHHHH!*
hmmmm 'mkay! Ill be talking to yall after school! AT 3:30! Yay! now that I dont have track and cheer practice doesnt start till later....Im gonna have more time to write to you guys! Haha bye yall.......
*cross ur fingers for me PUH-lease!*

Tara<333333333

okayyy well i haveee a huge story for yall!!!!!! okay so this guy i really like named trey asked me out on friday! and for this extra credit thing everybody was gonna go see expelled. well wehn we all got to the movie theatre (hannah, me, ansley, shannon, jake, logan, dylan, hugh, and trey) we all decided to see baby mama instead. well shannons dad was sposed to chaperone but he never showed up! geuss whose mom ended up doing it???? MINE!!!!! ughhh. anyways....so my mom doesnt know me and trey are going out cuzzz well she doesnt really like trey. i have no clue why. so she sat at teh front of teh theatre and we sat in between the middle and back. well trey didnt want to sit by me cuz he didnt want my mom to figure it out that were going out. well hannah (my bff) was sitting next to me cuz she was spending the nite. trey switched seats with this guy jake who is one of my friends but still! my bf didn't want to sit by me! I was gonna die.....! I was like *OMIGAWSHHHH!* (2 myslef of course). anyways so i turned to hannah and started to cry. no one knew tho except for the people behind me and hannah but shes cool like that! so i cried silently for about half teh movie....and hannah was trying to tell me it was alright but i was soooooo hurt! anyways...she leaned over to trey and glared at him. he asked " is something wrong?" and she was like "u bet boy!". so he and jake switched. and i had stopped crying but was sniffy....! anyways so he turned to me and he looked at me with these eyes and they were screaming at me *im so sorry! plz forgive me! whats wrong? im so sorry!*. he was searching me eyes like he was reading a book. and he asked "are u mad at me?" and i lied and said..." no...*sniff* *sniff*..." and he was like "i just didn't want your mom to see. are u mad?" and i lied again and was like ".....no *sniff* *sniff*..." and then his eyes looked heartbroken cuz he knew he had hurt my feeling bad! and he looked devastated. He looked the same way you would look if you had to tell someone they were gonna die tomorrow or if you weren't gonna make it to your wedding or something horrible like that. anyways then he asked thes three words that i couldnt lie to.... and i have no clue why. he saked "are you sad?" and omigawshhh! he looked more sad that i might be sad then i even felt. and so i couldnt lie! and i was like "...YeSsSsS!" and then he was like "im really sorry" and i said it was okay and all that good stuff. then he grabbed my hand and he intertwined his fingers with mine.....*HEAVEN* (u hear the angels sing "HALLELUJAH! HALLELUJAH!") and then i kind of leaned over near him and he let go of my hand and put his arm around me. we were giggling at the movie some. but a lot of the time we were just looking into eachother eyes...talking about something totally pointless that no matter how hard i try i cant remember! and then there were about five minutes where our faces were like two inches apart. and i really really thought maybe he might kiss me.he didnt but later during the movie jake told him to do it and he said to jake..."no...she would freak out". i dont know why he thought that. but oh well. i cant ask him cuz they were whispering and i was totally not sposed to hear that! that night i kept asking hannah why she thought he didnt kiss me and she said he was probably nervous. the rest of the night i layed in bed tossing and turning and wondering the same thing.........who knows. i still havent gotten my first kiss. but when i do.... i definatly want it to be with him.
were probably going to a movie next friday so wish me luck on that!


oh and remember cheer tryouts! well we all made it. and im glad we all did! everyone got a lot better over the week. and i think they can all contribute something special to the team!
so heres the 2008-2009 JV cheer squad...
Tara (me)
Hannah
Ashton
Ansley
Bailey
MJ
Lexi
Caitlyn


hahah oh well....


ill try to write tomorrow....but im pretty busy as you can tell.

omigawshhhhh! cheer tryouts started today! YAY! We laerned the cheer today.....it was called SHow Your Spirit. Anyways after we had watched the vid the coach came over about 5 mins later to see how we were doing. I had it down PERFECT! arms straight...legs apart...and i was totally tight! anyways... i was doing so good she told me to teach teh otehr girls it since they were struggling. Then we practiced stunting..... I GOT TO FLY! right now we've only tried simple reps....but I know I could do an extention. at first i struggled and didnt bounce very good. but after about 3 tries I did perfect. Ansley also did flying. Well probably be teh two flyers. I already know were gonna make it... and ashton. So yay! just wish me luck (not that I need it)! haha.....yea well just thought Id post! haven't had enough time to the past couple of days!

hair color: brown
eye color: aqua blue
skin color: tan
body type: average
religion: Christian
style: beachy, preppy, hmmm???
stores: abercrombie, a&e, aero, hollister


haha yea.....just thought id put that up (:

I got a new name for my blog.....footinmydoor! instead of lifeasamiddleschoolgirl....it was too long and boring! exciting news! more ppl are trying out and here is the list!
girls trying our 4 sure:
me
hannah
ashton
ansley
lexi
leslie kate
MJ
Bailey
a 5th grader

and girls that mite try out:
emily
olivia
caroline g.
a 7th grader

so yea im pretty excited! :D and i rememebered every single freakin cheer form bball anf futball season! there are like 30 so that makes me even more excited!

geuss what!?!??!?!?- i studied hard for my science quiz yesterday and i got a hundered! YAY!

ooo and today we had our last track meet! we got out of school at 11:15 and we got there at 12:00. i left at around 4:20. yea! i did pretty good for my event so im happyyy

caroline and rachel may spend the night! :)))))! weve been ahnging out a lot more lately. if they do come then were going to blockbuster tonight and getting like 4 movies cuz i have a freakisly awesome giftcard! ooo and tomorrow at around 12:30 or 1:00 were going to the mall to hang out and eat chinease food and share a huge sprite....(we do that eveyrtime we go to the mall! (:).

haha yeah....anyways.. my days been good. just wanted to blog in before the weekend!

Omigawshhh! I am so freakin' confused right now! I'm so confused. Math! haha....yea I suck at it. And well the fact that practically all my friends are leaving have blasted a major stress bomb! Cheer tryouts start next monday....and even though I know I'm gonna make it and all....I go to a small school and not that many people cheer. Right now eight people are trying out and we need at least eight people on our squad. There's a problem....two of the people trying out suck and there is no possible way they will make it! ( I know rude, but these are my personal thoughts! Like you wouldn't think it too!) So I have to worry about getting two girls that will actually make it! So far I know Hannah, Ashton, Ansley, Emily, MJ ( she sucks), Leslie - Kate (she sucks 2), a fifth grader, and me. IM GONNA DIE! If you have any suggestions on getting people to try out..... plz email me at xocheerbabe24xx@yahoo.com. yea! Oh and there's yet another thing I have to worry about. After I finish 7th grade at MMS* (see below) I might be going to AMS** (see below). Huh...... anyways....my mind is full of crap and I gotta flush it before I explode! Message me on your thoughts...... thnx


Tara<333333333






** = another middle school

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I am bored outta my tina little middle schooler brain!!!!! I just got back from track practice......it was cold. And for our last meet of this year I have to do the relay! I really wanted to do long jump since it's what I'm best at....but no ): . Oh and luckyyyy me! (SARCASTIC!) I just found out today that a bunch of my friends at MMS* (see below) may be going to AMS**(see below)!!!!! ughhh. Yea....kh defanitly is cuz we dont have a middle school soccer team...and it's hard for them to afford. and cr may not go cuz kh may not go and they're running a lil' low on money too...... o and ck may go cuz other people are going and she's "tired" of going to a Christian school.....t'yeaa! suree. Oh and am is leaving cuz ....."I wanna meet new people!!!".... ughhh!!! That only leaves rn, hb, sm...(sarah), aw...(ansley), and ew...(emily). And after the beach I realized ansley and sarah aren't that good of friends....and emily is actually a really funny great girl... YEA! NEways....for all I kno some of those girls may not be leaving....but if they are ill be sadd......ill cry my ears off.....and seeing as of the fact that u dont use ur ears to cry....that would make it a pretty big deal! oh and shannon... one of my BFF's is moving to Orlando.....I live in Georgia... and that'd be plain horrible! hmmmm....well talking about that is making me depressed. OoOoOooo! Ya know what makes me even more depressed..... CHEER TRYOUTS!(and math homework)!!!! Cheer tryouts start on Monday.....!!! I know Im gonna do great and make it and I already know im gonna be captain this year....but! It's still a lot of hard work.....all that dancing, cheering, chanting, tumbling, and stunting everyday after school. Not to mention Im gonna miss a full (and out last) week of track. ughh. Last years dance was a total pain....with all those intense hand motions.... it seemed like our arms never stopped moving, and neither did our legs. I can't wait 'til Im in High School and I get to teach the middle schoolers the dance......
NEways im hungry. Im gonna go get some bagel bites.....mmmmmmm!
I'm gonna post a little more later to night so Ill see u again!!!!!!!!!


Tara <333333333


* = my middle school
** = another middle school

I've noticed a lot when it comes to girls and flirting....

Well....
my friend asked me what i thought about how girls flirt..
the first thought that came into my head was

Some girls are born with ultra- flirtation abilities,
Others girls develope them,
Some have them on and off again,
Others are so damn fine they don't need 'em,
And some girls never get them.


I would say I was born with ultra - flirtation abilities....
I can turn them on and off tho.
Sometimes when I'm mad at a boy I have to restrain myself from flirting...
But for the most part I flirt a lot....

I feel bad for the girls that never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ( ever, ever, ever, etc.)
get them.....
I mean how sad is that!!!!!!!!!!

The girls that are so hot they don't need them are often boring....
Its like they have a personality but they talk to guys the smae way they talk to girls...
They just don't EVER flirt.

The girls that have them on and off again I feel pretty bad for too tho....
One minute they can be on top of there game....
And the next they're going around asking everybody what they should do to get
so and so to like them....


NEways....just felt like sharing this with u....
I thought it was kind of funny to think about all teh different types
of girls there are when it comes to flirting.....

well.... lets start!
hey yall! im tara...yea. I am in middle school. wow....i bet u weren't expecting that! especially since the name of my blog is " life as a middle school girl." hmmm.....well im a cheerleader, i run track, i do some tennis, i get mainly b's, i have a lot of friends, and am currently fed up with all the immature guys in my grade. instead....ive got my heart set on austin matthews. he's in 12th grade. im in 6th. ironic isnt it? society is keeping us apart because we are 6 years apart. why cant they accept our love for eachother. okay well - actually it's my love for him. he doesnt love me or at least i dont think he does. even though we do currently message on facebook from time to time with the usual "hey wat ^" it doesnt mean we dont know eachother. i mean...we've been talking on facebook for like at least a week. thats a big step fomr screaming his name at pep rallies with my best friend shannon! speaking of her she's awsome.....so are caroline, asnley, olivia, rachel, katie, sarah, claire, and hannah. sarah, shannon and - (ughhhh) EMILY are going to the beack during spring break. EMILY is evil. i dont like her at all. my mom and her mom are friends so i am forced to invite her to do things. she needs anger management. shes crazy! she smells weird.....and whenever ive been forced into her dungeon of a house to spend the night she kiicks me (literlally) out of the bed. once i took a shower and she flushed the toilet so it became freezing cold. then she wouldnt give me a towel. she was hot (yea rite ya foney) and she turned on her fan. she had this temperature taker thing...and apparently her room was 43 degrees F. what the fudge! i ended up getting numonea. oooo im tellin ya she is a crazy freako trying to kill me. she's probably just mad cuz she got kicked off the cheerleading sqaud and i am co captain and get to be captain in 7th grade. mwahahahaa. another reason i love being me. i can do a running round off front handsprinf right spilt. i also have recently gotten my heel stretch and scorpion down pat. PARTY LIKE ITS UR B DAY! whoo. yea. hannah, ashton, ansley, MJ, taylor, jennifer, me, and some 5th grader are trying out for our middle school squad this year. ashton, MJ, jennifer, taylor, and im pretty sure the 5th grader are all dorks. me, ansley, and hannah are the only popular kids that cheer. its kinda sad. but then again i get to stand there in all my glory at pep rallies in an extremely short skirt infront of the whole school. since i go to a christian private school that chance doesnt come very often and i must admit i enjoy it. since it's getting late....ill finish my blogging tomorrow...or possibly in a few hours. buh bye!

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